Jennycah

Happy blessed Sunday everyone I hope you are all doing well.
I wish you all well and have a wonderful day.
As of now I had a great shower ha ha and got this nappy head straighten out nice to take on my day today.

One of the things that is on my mind is comic works.
You know I think some people don't understand how difficult it can be to do comics. Webcomics or the printed comics of course even both.
It's not just the money and the advertising of it, it's the actual confidence that you need to have a build up of YOLO! Get what you love and make it come to life and take that chance that you only get to do once in your life. So if you never start it will never be.

I personally feel sometimes numbers make it harder for the artist or story writer.
It takes such determination and defeat to build yourself, characters and story.
That old saying my grandma use to tell me before she passed was, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger...but baby girl we shouldn't ever think of what doesn't kill because there is a lot of things that won't kill you. But in fact and change your life fully emotionally and deep in your heart. So what ever challenges come your way and you wake up the next day and able to get out of bed and still continue on forward makes your stronger. Just the thought of living and wanting to achieve your goals no matter how strong.

Ha ha ha it's like you could have the worst possible day EVER and say that's it flip it all to hell in a basket and let the devil eat it. Then go to bed pissed up or depressed. And it could all be because you didn't get a chance to go out and check out that cute little honey and make moves to get closer to her, because you were to busy with other things. That goal to get that honey burns within you, so you sleep to the next day.

And that beautiful moment when the sunrises or you wake up is like another stamp of approval you made it to tomorrow so let's start life again today. And chase down that honey on fb! XD  Yes this is how I use to write before I got to shy of how my mind thinks. I love speaking my mind and chatting to others and just being there.

In other words, what I'm saying is I love comics. I love art! I love drawing emotions and painting colours from my mind that I couldn't before. I honestly thought I would mega fail I wanted to be the very best! -Pokemon song theme insert- But seeing other artist and comics is deflating.

It happens you question yourself, your art style, and story. Or even just if you are likable numbers and faves and all that can really break you down. But still you try.
You really honestly try, because you want that so badly it's a challenge we face.
In life, in art, or whatever we love to do and want to do.

It is that challenge of, damn I didn't do well today, or my story isn't great enough or my arms are wobbly like nannerpuss. It is that challenge of getting over disappointment braving to try again and working hard. I most certainly know that if I just gave up and laid in bed like, the art gods mock me I wouldn't of gotten even this far.

Numbers can be killers to art souls, creative souls! Opinions too can cut worst than a steak knife on a prime rib. But this is life challenges are there for a reason. I know it's gonna be hard for me while making my comic and drawing up ideas and such to get where I feel comfortable and confident. But even so if it takes me even 5 more years, because it differs between others young or old. I need to keep that burning passion.
And be thankful grateful for what I have and trust me I'M SO GRATEFUL!

I wake up and it's like Xmas when I see that I am improving little by little or that you guys are nice enough to comment or fave or even say anything ha ha. Numbers use to really scare me. But you know what to beginner artist and others that feel intimidated, yes one is the loneliest number but it's better than 0.

What is the crazy monkey saying after blabbering this long.
Keep creating, keep being you, keep waking up the next day with your fist in the air with a might f*ck yeah I'm gonna own it. You never know what you will gain, learn, or even accomplish with your goals. Just don't give up.  Keep on being you there is only one of you so carry on!!

I just did a goal today I got back to speaking my mind and talk from my heart.
So no matter what happens or how my day ends, at least I was able to do one of what I miss doing before I got insecure about speaking my mind.

So there you go happy Sunday and if you made it this far reading it OAO you are freggan sweet. And I hope you got a warm feeling in your heart. Who ever you are reading I find you beautiful and capable of achieving your dreams. And if you need a friend or someone to just talk to note me. Go ahead send me a note and I'll holla back.

God bless you.
Take care.
-Jenny Jen!
Ps. >A> grammar is another issue so if your eye twitch I promise you it's all from the heart and my heart doesn't know grammar XD it knows love ha ha ha. 

Hello fellow deviants it has been a while since last journal.

So the weekend went by fast its Sunday already right? Wow!
I have been busy with things trying to put things together and get everything in order.
I have a feeling a huge good of change will be coming my way soon so I'm waiting and working hard towards it!
Right now as we speak read chat whatever the saying is, I'm getting ready to put more artworks to work.
Commissions jkbarts.storenvy.com/ my friends are open for more slots ^ ^- so don't be shy to stop by.

I would like to take the moment again to say thank you to all the new watchers and the faves I can't get to all at once. ; ^ ; seriously your faves mean a lot to me just as much as the comments. Though I really would love to hear what made you fave them ^ ^- and chat with you. I'm a very interacting person. Highly friendly ha ha. But honestly thank you from the bottom of my heart the notes I've got and sweet comments really keep my art love alive and kicking.

Also puts a happy tear in the eye<3 Thank you everyone for being so kind and wonder. Notes will always be responded to so don't be shy to send keep them coming ^ ^- happy to receive.

Will be posting up more info on my Comic works soon. RockNHearts my yaoi all over love ha and Just Crazy my first love! So keep an eye out for that. There will be more artwork as well.
okay to end this off the questions of tags I owe ha ha here is the first one from
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1. Do you like Nutella? If yes, describe your love for it. If no, give us your hate. (If you hate it then my boy Xanpher will be ashamed. Very ashamed.)
---I don't hate it I can't eat it sadly so lol its more of I can't have it. Allergic to tree nuts.

2. Man thongs, amusing or sexy? Please feel free to give a detailed analysis.
--- I think if he works hard for the money, it is very amusing and sexy needed to put body oil on the table.

3. If you could magically learn an artistic technique or new artistic medium overnight, what would it be?
---Hmmmm this one is a tough one...hmmmmm lets see....I would love to learn ho to paint backgrounds * - * so I could create the crazy world in my brain as easy as toot from the behind. Yah that was a bit graphic eh? LOL (aim to be funny unpleasant)

4. Which do you prefer, small earphones or chunky headphones? Or are you one of those tricksy hobbits who likes the clip on the ear ones?
---I use to love the clip ones till they made my ears sore, I felt like I had a crab on my ears. The small ones hurt the inside of my ear I felt like there were leeches in m year. I'm a chunky monkey so I go chunky head phones.

5. Apples, blueberries or grapefruit? Or are you a naughty minx and go for chocolate ;D?
---- I think I'll say I'll go for gothic for apples, latin for blueberries, musically sweet for grapefruit, and ghetto for chocolate ;D !  To good to choose one.

6. Do you collect anything bizarre or something considered slightly unorthodox? Go as dirty as you like dear.
---Woman magazines. I like to take the men ones and collect them. I have a couple in my room >^> Judge if you will but damn those girls can be cute.

7. Scenario Time! You are pulled into the TARDIS suddenly by the Doctor, given the choice would you go on his crazy time travel adventures at the risk of death and/or possible emotional trauma? Or would you carry on with your usual human routine?
---Doctor Who where are you? I'm ready!

8. Do you like bunnies?
--- Only if they are from the UK HAHAHAHAHAAHAH ;D!

9. Gunblade or Master Sword?
---Gunglade just in case I can't Cut it <- ahahahaha boooooo. I can go trigger happy run get the hell out of dodge.

10. Do you prefer to be awake in the day or the night? Please state why for my entertainment.
--- I like to be awake in the day I love the morning light it warms me then I like to STAY awake at night its hard to go to bed when you have so many things on your mind!

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Tee hee and that is the end of the rambler! I have more Tags to go and more to ramble about.
Thank you for reading and ^ ^- And for just being born and awesome folks take care!

It has been basically a good month so far. A lot of good has bee circling around me.
Which finally, I am so happy to see after the hells I've been through.
Take every little blessing in as a golden treasure!
That's what keeps me going.
In other news I've decided to do like character fanarts of ideas shows movies whatevers ha ha.
And You wonderful DA followers or DA friends can give me ideas to cosplay my OCs in for fun.
I like interacting with others, I've always been a social butterfly ha ha so I thought this would be fun.
I will happily take any idea for one of ocs to wear for fun draw it up link your icon ;D And go to your gallery and find a picture I love and post that up too ^ ^-
I find it always welcoming to just share with others and interact.
So those will be my Fridays!  Since today is Thursday let's see who gives me an idea first to break in this idea.
Hope you don't find it lame hee hee I find it fun ^ ^-

And in case you guys don't understand a word I'm saying.
Example: My oc Melony- dressed as Mai from Fatal Fury <- god I think Melony would die in that ha ha.
-in descriptions your ->  then a thumb of your work I like so others can see how awesome you are too ^ ^- .

Pretty much that is how it goes so lets play along give my OCs cosplay fun ^ ^-
Selections: Mel / Cheri / Jay!

Lets have some fun send me your cosplay ideas teee hee with link so I can see it ha ha
Thanks for reading guys more rambles and art to come.
And by all means people keep sending notes to me I don't mind talking to you. In fact you guys are pretty neat ^ ^- Take care god bless!

A friend of mine a poor sweet heart had an unfortunate turn of events and needs money for rent.
If you could anyone that reads this take a look at her commissions. Even spread the word if you can to help her out. I feel so bad for her and wish I could help.
Hopefully this Journal will help her get all the help she needs.
Please if its not to much go to this journal link here -> www.deviantart.com/art/Guys-I-…
<- if you could help her out it would mean a lot to her and help her with her troubles.
Thank you very much for your time.
Take care god bless.