I wish you all well and have a wonderful day.
As of now I had a great shower ha ha and got this nappy head straighten out nice to take on my day today.
One of the things that is on my mind is comic works.
You know I think some people don't understand how difficult it can be to do comics. Webcomics or the printed comics of course even both.
It's not just the money and the advertising of it, it's the actual confidence that you need to have a build up of YOLO! Get what you love and make it come to life and take that chance that you only get to do once in your life. So if you never start it will never be.
I personally feel sometimes numbers make it harder for the artist or story writer.
It takes such determination and defeat to build yourself, characters and story.
That old saying my grandma use to tell me before she passed was, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger...but baby girl we shouldn't ever think of what doesn't kill because there is a lot of things that won't kill you. But in fact and change your life fully emotionally and deep in your heart. So what ever challenges come your way and you wake up the next day and able to get out of bed and still continue on forward makes your stronger. Just the thought of living and wanting to achieve your goals no matter how strong.
Ha ha ha it's like you could have the worst possible day EVER and say that's it flip it all to hell in a basket and let the devil eat it. Then go to bed pissed up or depressed. And it could all be because you didn't get a chance to go out and check out that cute little honey and make moves to get closer to her, because you were to busy with other things. That goal to get that honey burns within you, so you sleep to the next day.
And that beautiful moment when the sunrises or you wake up is like another stamp of approval you made it to tomorrow so let's start life again today. And chase down that honey on fb! XD Yes this is how I use to write before I got to shy of how my mind thinks. I love speaking my mind and chatting to others and just being there.
In other words, what I'm saying is I love comics. I love art! I love drawing emotions and painting colours from my mind that I couldn't before. I honestly thought I would mega fail I wanted to be the very best! -Pokemon song theme insert- But seeing other artist and comics is deflating.
It happens you question yourself, your art style, and story. Or even just if you are likable numbers and faves and all that can really break you down. But still you try.
You really honestly try, because you want that so badly it's a challenge we face.
In life, in art, or whatever we love to do and want to do.
It is that challenge of, damn I didn't do well today, or my story isn't great enough or my arms are wobbly like nannerpuss. It is that challenge of getting over disappointment braving to try again and working hard. I most certainly know that if I just gave up and laid in bed like, the art gods mock me I wouldn't of gotten even this far.
Numbers can be killers to art souls, creative souls! Opinions too can cut worst than a steak knife on a prime rib. But this is life challenges are there for a reason. I know it's gonna be hard for me while making my comic and drawing up ideas and such to get where I feel comfortable and confident. But even so if it takes me even 5 more years, because it differs between others young or old. I need to keep that burning passion.
And be thankful grateful for what I have and trust me I'M SO GRATEFUL!
I wake up and it's like Xmas when I see that I am improving little by little or that you guys are nice enough to comment or fave or even say anything ha ha. Numbers use to really scare me. But you know what to beginner artist and others that feel intimidated, yes one is the loneliest number but it's better than 0.
What is the crazy monkey saying after blabbering this long.
Keep creating, keep being you, keep waking up the next day with your fist in the air with a might f*ck yeah I'm gonna own it. You never know what you will gain, learn, or even accomplish with your goals. Just don't give up. Keep on being you there is only one of you so carry on!!
I just did a goal today I got back to speaking my mind and talk from my heart.
So no matter what happens or how my day ends, at least I was able to do one of what I miss doing before I got insecure about speaking my mind.
So there you go happy Sunday and if you made it this far reading it OAO you are freggan sweet. And I hope you got a warm feeling in your heart. Who ever you are reading I find you beautiful and capable of achieving your dreams. And if you need a friend or someone to just talk to note me. Go ahead send me a note and I'll holla back.
God bless you.
Take care.
-Jenny Jen!
Ps. >A> grammar is another issue so if your eye twitch I promise you it's all from the heart and my heart doesn't know grammar XD it knows love ha ha ha.
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